The Best Laid Plans -Chapter10 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans -Chapter10
I had been up to Hume every summer for years. The weather the week I would visit would be warm, perfect, but the day I arrived, there was a downpour of rain.
Hm, it's summer, why is it raining like this? I asked myself as I pulled into main camp. I walked into the snack shop to check in and met my Resident Director for the summer, Christa.
Hi, Kat! It's so good to finally meet you! Here's your orientation packet, your name tag and housing information is inside! If you have any questions, or need help unpacking, feel free to ask! You could tell she was a sorority girl, which was made even more obvious by her shorts th
The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 9 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 9
It had been five years since that night. The pain of losing Joshua still hurt me, every time I thought of him, every time something reminded me of him. A part of me felt like he was just away on leave, that he didn't have Internet access, and that I would hear from him soon. A smaller part of me, that I kept trying to repress, whispered the truth in my ear at the most inconvenient moments. Five years. So much changes in five years. I hadn't seen Marty since graduation, dealing with my mourning was too much for him. Sometimes I regret letting him go. He was good for me. I haven't been able to keep a relationship since then. On the other hand,
The Best Laid Plans chapter 8 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans chapter 8
It was one week until Christmas. I had put off shopping, or joining in festivities. I still couldn't fathom that this would be my first Christmas without him here. I had stayed locked up in my room, only going out when I knew there was no one around. Everyone thought my grief was long overdo, especially since everyday Marty had called, or came to see me, and I looked through him as if he wasn't even there. I knew, now, that no matter how much I loved Marty, how much I was willing to sacrifice for him, he'd never mean the same to me as Joshua did. Joshua was my best friend. I loved him more than life, "us" just never seemed right. But, I knew
The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 7 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 7
I woke up three days later, the day of the funeral. After my blackout, I had been taken to the hospital. The doctors told me that I was expecting. This was possibly as big of a shock to me as Joshua shooting himself. "Today's the day." I thought as I got out of bed. I had ignored everyone since Sunday night. I didn't know how I was expecting myself to make it through the day. I had four hours until the funeral. I knew that I'd have to see his family, his mom, his dad, his sister, even his brother. I knew his ex would be there with Emily. I knew that by now Stephanie and Misty knew something was wrong. The doctors had kept his death out of the
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The Best Laid Plans
"Tell me, how could I have possibly been so stupid?" I turned and asked Misty.
"Kat, you're not stupid, I really wish you would stop saying that!" She gave me a cold glare that made it even harder to believe that what she was saying was true.
"But Misty, I loved him-" she began to mime the words I had said over a thousand times that day, "but all this time, he only hated me! How come I never believed it?" I knew the answer already, I just wanted the comfort.
"Kat, look, it's Marty, he's a loser, now come on get a grip on reality for a second." Misty was beginning to get very impatient with me. "Come on, we have class in 10 minutes!" She sa
The Best Laid Plans Chapter 2. by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans Chapter 2.
"Is this the reason you stopped writing?" Joshua got up and moved closer to me.
Come back Marty, I whispered as I looked down the street. I love you. I closed the door and leaned against it. "So, why did you come here, Joshua?" I turned around to face him.
"You never answered my question, is he why you stopped writing to me, babe?" He had his hand on my shoulder now, but, something wasn't right. I had wanted this for so long, but something felt wrong. It wasn't how I wanted 'us' to happen. I grabbed my keys off the table next to the door. "I – this isn't right, I have to talk to him." I pushed Joshua away and walked out the door.
I hopped
The Best Laid Plans Chapter 3 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans Chapter 3
I went home that night and had the most peaceful sleep I've had in a while. A slight smile dance on my lips the whole night through.
I woke up late in the afternoon the next day. Everyone was already either gone at work, or out for the day. "Hmm, what to do with today..." I thought as I went and took a long hot shower. By the time I was done, all the hot water was gone. "Good thing Misty's gone, she'd kill me for that." I hurried up and got ready, doing my hair and make-up exactly how Stephanie had taught me years before. I went to go grab something to eat when my phone rang.
"God! Does this thing never stop ringing?" I yelled as I walked b
The Best Laid Plans Chapter 4 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans Chapter 4
I couldn't think of what to say back to him. I loved him with everything I had, but we still had our problems. He was the first guy that I ever really wanted to spend forever with, besides Joshua...
"Josh..." I whispered under my breath. Luckily Marty didn't hear me. The limo was coming to a stop, but it had gotten so dark outside that I couldn't tell where we were. I heard water and wind, and saw faint lights in the distance, though. We sat there in the silence of the back of the limo for some time. Marty had one hand on the door handle and the other in mine. I knew he was waiting for an answer, he was trying to read my eyes, figure out wha
The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 5 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 5
"STEPHANIE!" I yelled as I walked through the front door. She had given me a key to her front door sophomore year, just incase anything serious ever happened or I needed to get away for a while. I figured she was in the back of the house and couldn't hear me, actually, I knew she was. She'd either be playing her form of dress up, where she did her hair and make up totally different than normal, or she'd be on her laptop talking to one of her out of state "boyfriends" [guys who just wouldn't leave her alone].
I walked up the stairs to her bedroom, one that held so many memories for me over the last three years that she lived in that house. We
The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 6 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 6
I drove home that night utterly confident in who I was and how I felt about myself. I couldn't sleep. I knew that life was just about to get even more complicated. I got home and picked up my old forgotten journal. Reading through the old entries from years past, I realized how much had changed.
Never in my widest dreams had I believed that Marty would ever have fallen in love with me, let alone propose to me. Yet, now everything seemed like it was going to change again. That text, something wasn't right about it, I couldn't believe that after the incredible night we had, one that Stephanie had helped to plan, I still wasn't the one he wante
The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 7 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 7
I woke up three days later, the day of the funeral. After my blackout, I had been taken to the hospital. The doctors told me that I was expecting. This was possibly as big of a shock to me as Joshua shooting himself. "Today's the day." I thought as I got out of bed. I had ignored everyone since Sunday night. I didn't know how I was expecting myself to make it through the day. I had four hours until the funeral. I knew that I'd have to see his family, his mom, his dad, his sister, even his brother. I knew his ex would be there with Emily. I knew that by now Stephanie and Misty knew something was wrong. The doctors had kept his death out of the
The Best Laid Plans chapter 8 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans chapter 8
It was one week until Christmas. I had put off shopping, or joining in festivities. I still couldn't fathom that this would be my first Christmas without him here. I had stayed locked up in my room, only going out when I knew there was no one around. Everyone thought my grief was long overdo, especially since everyday Marty had called, or came to see me, and I looked through him as if he wasn't even there. I knew, now, that no matter how much I loved Marty, how much I was willing to sacrifice for him, he'd never mean the same to me as Joshua did. Joshua was my best friend. I loved him more than life, "us" just never seemed right. But, I knew
The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 9 by everythingfornothing, literature
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The Best Laid Plans -Chapter 9
It had been five years since that night. The pain of losing Joshua still hurt me, every time I thought of him, every time something reminded me of him. A part of me felt like he was just away on leave, that he didn't have Internet access, and that I would hear from him soon. A smaller part of me, that I kept trying to repress, whispered the truth in my ear at the most inconvenient moments. Five years. So much changes in five years. I hadn't seen Marty since graduation, dealing with my mourning was too much for him. Sometimes I regret letting him go. He was good for me. I haven't been able to keep a relationship since then. On the other hand,
Trite and untrue by ShepherdCartography, literature
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Trite and untrue
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Sugar is white,
But who cares about hue?
Violets are burgundy,
Roses are white,
I wish I could hold you
In my arms tonight,
Roses are pink,
Violets are too,
I love you so much
I don't know what to do,
Violets are violet,
Roses are rose,
I've run out of rhymes
So I'm switching to prose
Violets are mauve
Roses are orange,
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to make such an amazing person part of my life.
In Truth lies Beauty,
In Beauty, Truth,
In age lies Wisdom,
In Wisdom, youth,
Within my bedroom
Without your touch,
In waking, nothing,
In dreaming, much.
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The way things are
If I could write a sonnet for you, dear,
And weave in words the feelings you inspire,
Id whisper florid prose into your ear,
Sweet somethings of the beauty I admire,
Or pass it in a note to you in class,
In hopes that you would linger after school,
But such anachronisms seem, alas,
Passé, and you would think I was a fool,
With Shakespeares verses swimming in my brain,
My pen could spin iambs of tenderness,
Compare your hair to stalks of golden grain,
And touch with words that which I would caress,
But darling, we both know the way things are;
Youd rather have a boyfriend with a car.
Current Residence: Tracy Favourite genre of music: Currently: Christian Rock MP3 player of choice: iPod nano <3 Skin of choice: Mine Favourite cartoon character: Jasmine from Aladdin Personal Quote: Always is the opposite of never
Yeah, usually when people are really excited about something, they say they're on cloud 9. Well, I'm far above that.
Last night was the Hawk Nelson concert. For those of you who don't know who they are...they're a Christian pop rock band. They're really good. I have one of their songs on my myspace.
Well, plans kept changing even up until the moment we left for the concert. Steph, her friend Brittany [she's known her since kindergarten] and I went.
We got there after they already let the "green-T" people in. We didn't get RIGHT in the front, but we were close enough.
The listening party was AWESOME. Jason and Daniel are SOO cute.
Jason D